Meet My New Friends

Ever since November 28, 2007, which is exactly 10 days ago, I have been “out”, and “mingle” with a bunch of new friends. These new friends of mine, consist of several males and 2 females, are actually quite friendly, helpful (sometimes), and not to forget, patient. They are also resourceful (sometimes). I can’t remember the total number of people I’ve “met”, but I believe, it is more than 9. On average, I met one per day. Incredible, huh ?
And you know, what’s more amazing is that I do keep in touch with them everyday.
I call them every single day. I call them in the morning, after lunch hour, or in the evening, or whenever I feel like “talking” to them, because they are the one whom I believe can help me solve my problem. And of course they always, always… lend me the ears to listen.
Most of the time, they can not help me with my problem, but hey, what can I say, I just have to appreciate that at least they are there, to listen. Not to solve, altho I must say, it is part of their job.
And thanks to God, miracle do happens, and voila, my problem is gone by itself in the next five hours.

So, I would like to dedicate this post to :
Iwan, Indra, Sigit, Ikhsan, Syahrul, John, Dhani, Maria, and Ana.

Thanks to you all, who have been very patient and always talk in a flat tone even though I sounded very angry over the phone. Of course I understand why you all never call me back, although you promised that you would call. I understand perfectly, that to make a call, is really expensive, even tho it’s a call to my fixed line. And I also understand when you lied and said that you really did call me before. Ah, friends forgive each other, I mean, it’s no biggie, I forgive, bygones! My phone bill is going sky rocket this month, but hey… a sacrifice is always needed, to especially when you really need to build and maintain a “friendship”.

But my dear Iwan, Indra, Sigit, Ikhsan, Syahrul, John, Dhani, Maria, and Ana, I have been thinking, is it really worth it?
Our “friendship”.
Friendship is based on equal amount of give and take, right?
But why-oh-why, ever since I met you peeps, I am always the one who gives, and never take? I am beginning to feel, that I am just another victim *frowns*

May be, I should learn to tolerate more, I mean, ishhh… it sounds so petty, to hang on your promise that you will call, and will always be there to help me. It sounds that I am hoping too much, although it is your duty, to save me from my misery.
And in reality, nothing ever happens. I am the one who always find myself crawling back to you. None of your promises, ever occurred.
So, should I stay, or walk away? *ponders*
Should I cut you, for one “tiny” reason ? *ponders again*


My dear Iwan, Indra, Sigit, Ikhsan, Syahrul, John, Dhani, Maria, and Ana….



YOUR COMPANY SUX. BIG TIME.
STOOPID INTERNET SERVICE PROVIDER.

I PAY OK.
WHY EVERY EVENING AROUND 6 PM MY LINE IS ALWAYS CUT OFF?
AND EVERYTIME I RESTART OR TURN OFF MY COMPUTER, I WILL NOT GET CONNECTED AGAIN FOR AT LEAST 3 HOURS, AND I REALLY HAVE TO CALL YOU AND screw YOU?

AND WHY THE fcuk IT IS SO HARD TO GET TO YOU?
I HAVE TO BLARDY WAIT FOR 5 MINUTES TO GET MY CALL THROUGH.
NOT TO MENTION I MUST KEEP ON DIALING, AND DIALING..
YOU GUYS HAVE THE HONOUR TO BE THE #4 IN MY FIXED PHONE SPEED DIAL LIST.
AFTER ALL THE MESS YOU PUT ME THROUGH, CONGRATULATIONS, THAT IS ALL I CAN GIVE.
AND THAT IS IT.

Our relationship is over.
OVER.

Don’t expect me to return your stuff.
I am soooo going to donate this to the poor or I’ll just throw it somewhere.
And don’t you ever, EVER, call me again and beg me to come back.

This is it, done, you’re my past, and what’s in past, remains in past.
I’m looking forward to the future, as one door closed, the other is opened.
Hmmph. Good bye.
I am not going to cherish our “friendship” .
For me, I am just being abused.
Huh.